As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasnt supposed to ever let us down, probabley will.  You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others hearts.  You'll fight with your best friend, or maybe fall in love with them.  You'll cry b/c time is flying by.  So, take to many pictures, laugh to much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt.  Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances.  You just have to live life to the fullest.  Tell everyone how much they mean to you, tell an asshole off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfert a friend, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts.  Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

    ^^good advice for life....any of my friends who've i've given advice to it prolly doesnt even compare to this.. but i stole this from somewhere, not sure where.  anyhow, if ive given you advice that didnt suck - lemme know.. please

hmm gave my speech today, got a lil emotional. i think i really shocked some ppl...you just cant take even the most ordinary things for granted.

a couple of people are making some serious life changing mistakes... i tried to help and just got shoved away. that kinda hurts but oh well... i hope you know what youre doing

"I'll Be Missing You"

Every day I wake up
I hope I’m dreamin
I can’t believe this shit
Can’t believe you ain’t here
Sometimes it’s just hard to wake up
It’s hard to just keep goin
It’s like I feel empty inside without you bein here
I would do anything  to bring you back
I’d give all this shit
You were the greatest
You’ll always be the greatest
I miss you big
Can’t wait til that day, when I see your face again
I can’t wait til that day, when I see your face again...

Yeah... this right here (tell me why)
Goes out, to everyone, that has lost someone
That they truly loved (c’mon, check it out)

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
Life ain’t always what it seem to be (uh-uh)
Words can’t express what you mean to me
Even though you’re gone, we still a team
Through our family, I’ll fulfill your dream (that’s right)
In the future, can’t wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh)
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it’s real, feelings hard to conceal
Can’t imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living your life, after death

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I’ll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I’ll be missing you

It’s kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
Know you in heaven smilin down (eheh)
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I’ll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts big I just can’t define (can’t define)
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
I still can’t believe you’re gone (can’t believe you’re gone)
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living you’re life, after death


Somebody tell me why

On that morning
When this life is over
I know
I’ll see your face


Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every day that passes
Every move I make, every single day
Is a day that I get closer
To seeing you again
Every night I pray, every step I take
we miss you big... and we won’t stop
Every move I make, every single day
Cause we can’t stop... that’s right
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
We miss you big

RIP ASHLEY YETZER 02-09-05  

WE LOVE AND MISS YOU CUZ!  <3 KIM & KELLY

it's been awhile....

friday night i went out to eat and to the movies with sarah.. saw pacifier, it was ok. some funny parts... "excuse me, personal bubble invasion" haha

saturday... no i didnt go to the track meet (sorry noah lol) i went shopping instead i got some summer clothes for florida and two super cute bathing suits lol kelly. later from 5-8 i babysat my cousins. that's was gay but i needed the $30 dollars, yeah my aunt pays good. good thing im going there next sat night too. then whit came over from 8.30-11ish.. made some brownies that sucked. maybe bc i dont measure lol

hmm oh! sunday was church then hung out with a someone special  we went down to the maple syrup thing at malabar farm                 

my teachers say i talk to much? wtf up with that? 3rd and 5th pd i now sit right in the front row right in front of them... i already did in 2nd and 6th... so i get to look my teachers right in the face all day, yay for me.. 

monday night munther's parents picked her up.. finally. no jk we had a blast all last week while she stayed here....i picked her up from track but before she came out i got some one's car with shaving cream.. yeah you best be watching your back lol oh and kelly was here last night... we talked to tyler on the phone.. and found out crap from cf that ppl have been saying about Ashley... someone's gunna get their ass beat...

ONE MONTH TOMORROW....love and miss you ashley...i wore your sweatshirt today... wrote this in teal, youre fave color                                   

today was... ok i guess.. some funny moments.. others just gay

yeah the friday schools off.. bc i talked to mrs hurlow and she totally agreed with me.. so my automatic grade for that math test became a C so that's actaully cool...3rd pd is still kinda weird/awkward.. cant wait till that class is over - def have an F in there right now.. but i dont give a fuck

August 2010.. gunna be awesome eh carobabe?? haha hmm yeah we'll hafta fill the guys in.. and get Dunked! lol youre seriously one of my best friends..

sarah: canadian skaters = ultimate hottness right? lol fun times this week..

I try to breathe

Memories overtaking me

I try to face them but

the thought is too

Much to conceive

I only know that I can change

Everything else just stays the same

So now I step out of the darkness

That my life became 'cause

I just needed someone to talk to 

You were just too busy with yourself

You were never there for me to

Express how I felt

I just stuffed it down

Now I'm older and I feel like

I could let some of this anger fade

But it seems the surface

I am scratching

Is the bed that I have made

So where were you

When all this I was going through

You never took the time to ask me 

Just what you could do